I’m a bit stressed and a bit unhappy. Why you might ask? Because I am a planner. AND, I don’t know what’s next? I probably get in G-d’s way all the time because of this and yet its in my nature. I feel uneasy because I don’t know what I want and what I even want to be the next step. Come May, comes cap and gown and a big question mark? So what am I to do until then….I guess pray, search, look and talk to different people. Just how am I to know what is right for me? What is it I am really looking for? How am I to know when I find it? Do I have too high of expectations? Am I lost? Where am I going?
Where am I going?