Well just another post that I need to get out there.
I do NOT like drama. Yet in the past few weeks I allowed the negativity and drama of someone else to get in the way of me and my purpose. I allowed someone to drag me down with them. It stinks and is frustrating. This happens all to often. Maybe it’s cause I am an engineer. Maybe it’s cause I’m pretty awesome, or at least I like to think that something many of my true friends have told me. I am not too sure why and I may never know.
All I know is when you try to do the right thing, work hard and overcome, people seem to really dislike it. I have had SOOO many girls get jealous of me. Yes, me. I do NOT understand it one bit. What do I have that they want. Why do they have to try to tear me down with them. What the heck?!
I have to remember that there are girls, alot of them are engineers, and others of them are just awesome, healthy individuals who care for me more than whatever it is that I have. I am not even sure what it is that I possess that is so valuable. To me, its beyond understanding. All I know is that I need to let go and not allow or welcome drama into my life. I do not need it nor do I have time for it. I may come across as jerk but I WILL NOT handle drama anymore. I am DONE. Finished. Loschen. Hecho. Fini.