This morning I once again woke up in tears. As I struggled to pray, get dressed and get out the door, somehow, thank G-d I did. I made it downtown to have coffee with a friend. A friendship that used to be so close. Today we started again, it was different but still enjoyable and fun. I left started to drive, not fully sure where to turn next and ended up at a park on my new city adventure list. I didn’t even park. I ended up deciding on a place to eat lunch, crank out my laptop and get some work done. Lots of reading! I feel much more accomplished. I am still trying to figure this out but I am thinking of making a to-do by end of year list. Like a bucket list for the next two months. I feel it could be a fun opportunity and challenge to do new things or hard things which maybe I have been avoiding. Either way, I hope it leads to more adventures, positive growth and enjoyable changes.